just a few days agos, mom texted me and said yee poh is in a critical condition and she's on morphine. i had absolutely zero clue on what was going on. in my mind, she's probably on it because it was too pain for her and the pain will reduce. she'll then recover after that. but later on my cousin said she has only a few days left.. this is so unexpected.

according to chongsusu, yee poh's condition is pulmonary edema. she was in pantai hospital's ICU before i left to melbourne. i never had the slightest idea that this will happen. none at all. this year we didn't go to yee poh's house for CNY because yee gong passed away just 2 months ago, in january.

she was already recovering when i visited her before i left. although she was a bit thinner, but looking at the rate, she's definitely recovering. who in the world knows that her condition has gone from bad to worst. she was then surviving on the machines, don't ask me what.. i really don't know. :(

and today, she's no longer with us anymore. in 23 years of my life, going to yee poh's house for any festive season is a routine. we all love the food so much, chicken, char yuk, tomato prawn, yong lat chiu, etc. it will be a new routine starting from this year. i still remember yee poh told mommy that she prepared some food when i was back in malaysia mid of last year. but then i left in just a short period of time, and mom brought the food back home for dad to share it with me through msn. i know you can eat, but i can't!! and i won't anymore. :(

no matter what, this is part of life. you won't know what happens the next minute, so appreciate.