i made a decision in just five minutes.

a decision that kind of ruined my life for at least the next 1 month.

actually i lied.

it wasn't 5 minutes.

i confessed on twitter and facebook that i might.

it's just that i can't decide when.

so, it took 5 minutes to decide when, which was just a while ago.

you must be thinking that i'm about to kill somebody?

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i went for a haircut!!!

i wanted bangs because.. i don't know why.

now that i have bangs.. i want back my old fringe!! gee.

what to do, this is human nature. never satisfied with whatever they have.

i totally miss the first time i had my hair chopped off with a shorter fringe. maybe that hair suits me :(

anyways. i think my hairstyle is friggin lala right now. so i'm a certified lalamui for the next one month. disaster.

hair... grow faster!! :(

new computers spotted at building 14 level 9..

upgraded to mac..

but i have no classes at building 14 anymore wtf -_-

i'm doing 4 business subjects this semester, so i'm using computers at building 108 - business campus instead of the CSIT section at building 14...

such BAD luck!! when i was in taylors, those mouse, monitor, etc, were all old stuff. then when i left taylors for rmit, they changed everything!!

now that i'm in rmit, they have taylors lakeside campus. -_-

such luck!! why am i always associated to old stuff. damn it!

nevermind, at least i can still use it whenever i go to bldg 14.~

just a few days agos, mom texted me and said yee poh is in a critical condition and she's on morphine. i had absolutely zero clue on what was going on. in my mind, she's probably on it because it was too pain for her and the pain will reduce. she'll then recover after that. but later on my cousin said she has only a few days left.. this is so unexpected.

according to chongsusu, yee poh's condition is pulmonary edema. she was in pantai hospital's ICU before i left to melbourne. i never had the slightest idea that this will happen. none at all. this year we didn't go to yee poh's house for CNY because yee gong passed away just 2 months ago, in january.

she was already recovering when i visited her before i left. although she was a bit thinner, but looking at the rate, she's definitely recovering. who in the world knows that her condition has gone from bad to worst. she was then surviving on the machines, don't ask me what.. i really don't know. :(

and today, she's no longer with us anymore. in 23 years of my life, going to yee poh's house for any festive season is a routine. we all love the food so much, chicken, char yuk, tomato prawn, yong lat chiu, etc. it will be a new routine starting from this year. i still remember yee poh told mommy that she prepared some food when i was back in malaysia mid of last year. but then i left in just a short period of time, and mom brought the food back home for dad to share it with me through msn. i know you can eat, but i can't!! and i won't anymore. :(

no matter what, this is part of life. you won't know what happens the next minute, so appreciate.